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Realanas_over21
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28th-Nov-2005 08:33 pm
Hi you guys. I'm new to this site. I think it is refreshing to be able to talk to others that are going through the same things that I am. I have been off and on ana/mia since I was 18 and I am now 29. I have lost control over the last year and I have skyrocketed to my all time high of 140 and I am in complete disgust with myself. I have always been in complete control and I found pleasure in that. I have been in a steady relationship for the past three years, and he has continued to tell me that he doesn't want me to loose weight....that he likes me bigger. At first, I didn't listen and I continued with my habits. Now, I feel like I have given in. I hate my body. I don't want to look at myself, even though everyone says that I am beautiful. I need to get back on track. I have a goal to be back down to 120 by the first of the new year. I can do that easily. Respond back if you would like to chat. I am in need of others like me for support.

Talk to you soon!

DETERMINED THIS TIME!
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3rd-Mar-2006 01:35 am (UTC)
Hello welcome to this site. I have been gone awhile, but now I am back. See you around.
18th-Sep-2006 04:42 am (UTC) - No skin off his nose
As long as you don't mia, or try to make him be an ana or mia, he has no excuse (for demanding that you eat). Stay away from mia because it's -- like puke. If you can't control your appetite, just be grateful that food is available. Gaining weight sure beats the hell out of losing it involuntarily! Unless you are forced to choose between starving and eating food that makes you weak or sick. And if he doesn't mind if you eat and gain weight, be grateful for that, too. I absolutely wouldn't tolerate my wife eating!
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