Hi you guys. I'm new to this site. I think it is refreshing to be able to talk to others that are going through the same things that I am. I have been off and on ana/mia since I was 18 and I am now 29. I have lost control over the last year and I have skyrocketed to my all time high of 140 and I am in complete disgust with myself. I have always been in complete control and I found pleasure in that. I have been in a steady relationship for the past three years, and he has continued to tell me that he doesn't want me to loose weight....that he likes me bigger. At first, I didn't listen and I continued with my habits. Now, I feel like I have given in. I hate my body. I don't want to look at myself, even though everyone says that I am beautiful. I need to get back on track. I have a goal to be back down to 120 by the first of the new year. I can do that easily. Respond back if you would like to chat. I am in need of others like me for support.
Talk to you soon!
DETERMINED THIS TIME!